40 days and 40 nights.

to those of you who read my blog religiously, i want to apologize for my consistent excitement about my graduation on may 7th. may i add, that this is occurring in 40 short days. 40 [insert ecstatic comments and screaming here]. 6 years of school... filled with anger, frustration, tears, confusion, laughter, joy, and heartaches...6 years, and i have reached the last 40 days. i can hardly believe it. it still hasn't hit me. the fact that in 40 days i can no longer call myself a student. i feel like i am going to go through an identity crisis, so much of who i have been over these years has been based on my identity as a student, and that will be gone. just a walk across that stage, a turning of a tassel, and my college career is going to be over. it's weird. no more early morning study sessions at the bucks. no more $300 spent on books for 1 semester. no more 70 page case studies. no more of having guilt in the pit of your stomach when you spend an evening with friends because you know you should be studying. no more...i have a feeling that i won't even know what to do with my self. i am starting to make a list of everything that i want to do after graduation...to keep me busy...so that the adjustment of post-graduation isn't such a shocker. i am looking forward to who i am going to be after i am done with school. i am excited about where my life is going to take me, and what God has in store for me! if anything, the last 6 years have definitely taught me that God has a sense of humor and we can always expect the unexpected...i am ready, willing, and waiting to see what the unexpected is.


[i am definitely looking forward to spending more time with these people after graduation!]