sometimes i wish life didn't come with decisions. or more so, that i didn't have emotions and feelings to alter decisions. i hate that my good intentions and the decisions that i make to follow through on those good intentions are overpowered by exhaustion. i wish that i simply knew what was going to happen...and the fear that my decisions are going to lead me to a negative place, where i am not intended to be. i hate when i don't know what i am really feeling, and that feel like i can't even trust myself. i hate that i have fear that i am going to regret the decisions that i am making now in the future. i wish that i trusted God more. i wish that i heard God's voice more clearly. i wish i could discern his will from my desires. i hate days when i feel lost.
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